Whine whine angst angst

Yeah, you can feel free not to read this, I don't care. Just giving you a heads up that I'm whining and angsting again.

I hate it here. I want to go home. I'm tired of children. I'm tired of not being just left alone when I don't need to be keeping any eye on them. I'm tired of being sick. I'm tired of being miserable. I'm tired of hiding in my room like I am right now cuz they won't just leave me alone. I'm tired of crying and being homesick and not being able to watch Zuka to make me feel better as much as I want to. I really wish the DVDs would work in my computer. I just... I really just don't know why I even agreed to do this in the first place. I am not doing well here.

At least I'm going to Japantown tomorrow with koala_motchi (who I haven't seen in 2 years omgs). I'm hoping that will make me feel at least a little better.